Someone's Life

2009-07-03T06:03:00.000-07:00

BEST SONG EVER SANG AND WRITTEN BY LINKIN PARK

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me

I remembered each flash as time began to blur

Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me

And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean

Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned

There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow

And the ground caved in between where we were standing

And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean

Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny

And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide

And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean

Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

Across this new divide, across this new divide

Another Boring Weekend....

2009-04-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

Weekend seems to be getting more and more bored, spend the whole day doing nothing. I AM GOING TO DIE OF BOREDNESS !!! What am I going to do for the next 2 months ?? Lets see what I did last weekend....cousin and aunt came over for dinner, we eat and talk. Cousin and aunt stay over for 1 night, next day eat and talk again. Go futsal with another group of cousins during afternoon. Then, went back home talk to cousin again......watch movie with cousin (Taken) GREAT MOVIE !! Later at night went out dinner with cousin and eat. Fetch them to Giant and bought some stuff cost RM 375++. Dad fetch them back to Sunway College, then i drove home.... Went home then use the computer for awhile then watch tv for awhile then go to sleep. Next day, nothing to do again....

WHAT THE HELL !! AM I THAT LIFELESS ?? TYPING THIS BULLSHIT ?!?!?!? xD

2009-04-20T19:47:00.000-07:00

Long time never update this deserted blog already, VERY LONG ........ I thought no one is viewing this blog anymore so I decided to give up writing but it seems like I am very important among my friends. (HAHA) They still visit this blog once in a while and thats something pretty done good. Hmm......what to type ?!?!?!? Went out with hengdais on sunday to help celebrate Joey's birthday and yumcha. Its been pretty fun and boring at the same time for we did not have much fun stuff to do, but we had a great chat. All we did was having a great and nice chat ( ZAT people) , thats what we have been doing for all these 6 years........er....actually is they have been doing for the pass 6 years. All I did was talk nicely and politely like a gentleman. =D Shi Ming on the other hand was very quiet and looks kinda retard. (no offence) He brought his future girlfriend, AH SOU !! Frankly, they look pretty matched together.......and btw, sm's driving was BAD !!! AWEFULLY BAD !! All I can say is 1 word....SUCK !!! he SUCK !!
This would be our expression while we were in Shi Ming's car

Hmm.....kinda proud of myself for posting such a LONG post, haven't been typing so much since my college assignment. I'll post more Sh*t when I am feeling boring like now..

CONFUSION !!!

2009-03-14T04:26:00.000-07:00

OWH ME BUDDHA!!! WHAT THE HELL IS UP IN MY MIND ?!?!?!?!?
I am lost, confuse and blind....my soul and mind is suck up by the blackhole, lost and gone forever.....confusion kept swirling in my empty brain ( I AM BRAINLESS )
Every minute or second there will be a wind of confusion whizzing by my mind, telling me YOU ARE DAMN LOST !! and all I can do is sigh and scratch my head.....
TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ?? ANYONE ?? SOMEONE ?? ANYBODY ?? ANYTHING ?? SOMETHING ??

RETARD ME !!!

2009-03-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

Life can be fun and boring just like blogging, it can be fun and boring. There is always the time when it is fun and the time when it is boring, and now its the time of the BORING.....Same for life, BORING !!!
Life boring? YES! Why? BECAUSE OF YOU !!!
Blogging boring? YES! Why? BECAUSE I'M NOT FRGGIN ACTIVE!!! I BLOG ONCE IN A BLUE MOON!!!
Days go by as I yawn every minute.....and SPM results will be out for about another 26 hours and 45mins. ( I Guess) and I'm sure a lot of people are scared and afraid....and thats 100%
I know you're scared you couldn't score straight A's, pass your BM, pass your sej, get A for this, get B for that, get C for those, get D for these and get E for what.....
DAMN I AM REALLY BEING A NUISANCE.....SOMEHOW I FEEL REALLY RETARD WRITING THIS POST SO tata !

What is a computer ??

2009-03-05T01:31:00.000-08:00

What Is A Computer ??
A computer is a magical box? A music box? A box with colours? Something weird?
Something which do many weird process when you click the mouse? Something ugly?
Your friend? Your brother? Your sister? Your mother? Your father? Your wife? Husband? Grandma? Grandpa? Lover? Boyfriend? Girlfriend? Rival? Twin brother? Twin sister? teacher? driver? uncle? aunty? cousin? celaka? 2nd wife? 3rd wife? ex-girlfrend? ex-boyfriend? rubbish? trash? kayu? kanasai? shit? partner? stranger? OR YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE ONE ??

Can I Kill Myself Or Someone Else Can Do It ?

2009-03-03T07:33:00.000-08:00

College life is really busy, every week assignment and test.....it keeps on going non stop, i can't evern find a place to breath.
One minute my assignment is done, the next minute I have test on the next class.....After my test is done, assignment comes into play agin. College life is more like a cycle of assignment and tests. How I wish I was a Dual-Core and Multi-Core Processor, then I can do multiple things at the same time, too bad I'm just a single-core celeron.......

=.=

Bond, James Bond

2009-03-02T17:48:00.000-08:00

HELLO LADIES

HONGZHANGOLOGY / ALEXOLOGY

2009-02-02T04:33:00.000-08:00

Good imagination leads to a creative mind which will then leads to a successful person, a successful person will then leads to a rich person and a rich person leads to a family filled with excitement and money along with family leads to status, status will eventually leads to everything you dream of.

This is some rubbish I crap out when I was chatting with my cousin, I have no idea why am I so lame and bla bla bla....

2009-01-25T18:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO~!~!~!~!~!~~

GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI ARRR GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI GONG XI NI ARRR !!!

This year is the year of an OX so I wich everyone will be strong like an OX, be tough like an OX, be smart like an OX and look like an OX....then we can all drink XO together.....

2009-01-23T19:33:00.000-08:00

BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG BLOG !!!! Nothing to blog.......College life ? so far so good. My life ? so far so good cause of Chinese New Year ! You life ? how would I know..... =)

Should I stop my course after sem 1? Or should I continue and don't give up no matter what. This issue has been haunting me quite some time and my answer is, ERR........ Am I lost? or am I so lost? I am friggin LOST !!

Say YES to any oppotunity I have or say NO ? Well I should just wait, "Patience is a virtue" (from Yes Man)

I should stop thinking of all this bla bla bla and start thinking of how much i can get from my ANG PAU ^^

Nothing to type la....... haven't been blogging since, MONTHS !! Well I really have nothing to say besides HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!

BOO ??

2009-01-09T03:47:00.001-08:00

HELLO !!!
Let's see, I'm friggin bored with posting trips.....basically I went to Ipoh after Pangkor and went to Cameron from Ipoh. Flew to Taiwan the following week, bla bla bla and cut the crap.

College life has just begun and things seems pretty fine. Still new and fresh, been wandering around the street alone doing nothing. I'm still not used to the environment but will be eventually as time passes. I hope I can get along with my new friends and meet more new friends. I felt pretty odd when I speak with my new friends in college and I don't really talk about everything like how I always used to be back at high school. I used to be the guy who talks about anything that 'POP' out of my head but now, I'm afraid I might say something bad or stupid. Well I hope time will change everything and pull me out of the dark, bringing me to the light......a NEW life and a GOOD life.

Thats it for today, nothing much to tell after stopping blogging for such a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long.................................................

LONG LONG time.

tata !!

Back to bloggin !!

2008-12-10T06:44:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since I last post something new, I'm fianlly free to blog now. Just came back from pangkor yesterday and its quite tiring.

Pangkor was really fun, I made lots of friends and crack out lots of jokes with my friends (gao hai-ness). Blame Thu Hoong for making me so GH !! RAWR !! I was so cruel to cheong when we were playing black jack, I kept lying and cheat the hell out of his ass =). I think he EMO and got fed up of me. I had lots of fun playing black jack and gamle, though I seldom gamble cause I'm a good boy =D. I learn somethnig new during gambling, gambling is all about having fun with friends and not about winning money. (Basically I just spent my friends money to gamble cause they lazy to play, they TRUST me) Cards was one of our new friend, it kept following us throughout the whole trip.

Something suprising happen during the first day of the trip, I was shoked when I was at the bus talking to Shi Ming, I saw my "sister". I was like WHAT THE F**K ?? WHAT IS MY SISTER DOING HERE IN THE BUS ?? But when I look carefully, she wasn't my sister......they really do look alike, REALLY.

Though I had a lot of injuries during the trip but I think its worth it EXCEPT the snorkelling, NO FISH, NO FUN, NO ANYTHING, YES TO INJURIES ! I HATE THOSE DARN CORALS !!
Suffer great pain trying to walk up the corals and had even more pain after that. Walking, sleeping, bathing and any activities at the beach. I WILL NEVER WALK ON CORALS EVER AGAIN, I HAD MY PUNISHMENTS THAT DAY.

Had great fun at the beach, played volley ball with my hengdai, Joshua, Vincent and Wai Hong. The darn ball made my hand bleed. I SUCK AT VOLLEY BALL.

I met a few guys who is in love with my group of friends too, I won't state thier names (WAYNE & VINCENT). I SWEAR I WON'T SAY ANYHTING !!

I am sick after I came back from pangkor and it suck. I had sore throat at first because I laugh too much in pangkor =.= Then I had flu because of the friggin air con 0.0 Then fever came along to visit me because I didn'y get enough rest ^^
Haih....ONE WORD ( DAMN )

I will post photos during the next post, having a bad connection today.....

2008-11-20T04:43:00.000-08:00

SPM YOU ARE GOING DOWN !!

3 MORE SUBJECTS AND NO MORE SPM FOREVER !!

RAWR !!

2008-10-01T04:49:00.000-07:00

Every step you take is a beginning of a new journey and a new hope or maybe even your last step. Life is always boring...."My life" I feels world-weary as my day passes.

I'm just another lost soul about to be left aside, ALONE......who had been rendered unwhole as a little child, I was taken and then forsaken, will I remeber myself and take a hold of myself again? Or will I let my mind blow and shatter. Give me back my soul for eternity, release my life to begin a new beginning.

You don't know what you power has done to me, I want to know if I'll heal inside, I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen......You'll never know why your face has haunted me and my very soul has to bleed this time. Another hole in my inner defenses, leaving me breathless !! Inside me there is a terror to behold, annihilation will be unavoidable......

Life is like a stone, one tiny stone will shatter into pieces if it is being crush, but one stone may also be strong and indestructible if it absorb the minerals and energy sources around it and become a big stone. What will you be, a tiny stone or a huge stone......everything depends on the steps you take.

END OF TRIALS !!!

2008-09-25T20:29:00.000-07:00

Finally after a long week or month of trials, its down for good......Usually after exams everyone will relax and enjoy but for form 5 students, straigt after trials we need to study....its quite rare to see us study after exams. =(

Everyone used to love blogging but now its quite nowadays and not due to SPM, BORED......its getting sien !! My mind is totally blank when I reach this section so I'm going to stop typing cause I'm going to study not (NOT) play games with frens.

TATA !!

2008-09-09T22:16:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since I last posted, I've been a very.....VERY busy man. Have to study, read storybooks, dictionaries, magazines, newspaper, ffk (fong fei kei), afk (away from keyboard), tfk (not ta fei kei, Time with Family or Keluarga).

Did magic tricks with friends in school today and the trick was way better than joker's pencil trick. Though we fail several times before success, failure is the key to success. ITS ALL BECAUSE OF FEEDER XIN CHIEH !!!

Plan on going to FOC with friends after school but I wanted to study not like my other friends, THU HOONG. Now I'm stuck here at home and will be studying soon so tata !!

2008-08-23T22:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a very special day for ACE Ed-Venture, it was the Farewell dinner for ACE Ed-Venture 2008 !!

Almost every teachers and secondary 5 students went to that dinner, the dinner was held in Tropicana Golf & Country Club. The deco were pretty nice and grand, it was okay overall. Every class had to prepare a parody performance for the night, the performance were marvellous, of course I played a part in one of those performances. The MC for the night was Su ling from my class and Finn from wednesday class, they both did a great job.

Our class made a parody on America's Next Top Model, we had Ms. J, Simon Cowell, Tyra Banks, Model A, B, C, D, E, F, G and H. I am model D aka Captain D ! I act as a drunk pirate with an eye patch on the right eye and a bruise like make up on the left eye. We did a talent show for the sketch, I paired up with Michael Jackson !! We sang a wonderful and touching song....

Are ya ready kids?
Aye Aye Captain !
I can't hear you.........
Aye Aye Captain !!
Ooohhh......................................
Who lives in a pink wardrobe under the sea?
Big Fat Tyra Banks !
Absorbant and flabby as ugly as she
Big Fat Tyra Bank !
And bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
Big Fat Tyra Banks !
And enormous arms that flobs like a...... seal or dugong
Big Fat Tyra Banks !
Big Fat Tyra Banks, Big Fat Tyra Banks, Big Fat Tyra Banks, Big Fat............. Tyra Banks........

I sang the captain part and Michael Jackson sang the kids part, it was really fun..... and no offence to the original Tyra Banks.

Su ling - Tyra Banks
Yao Zhong - Ms. J
Yat Zhong - Simon Cowell
Wen Chin - Model A (serious model)
Ju Ee - Model B (cool guy)
Shaoyin - Model C (elegant model)
Me - Model D (drunk pirate)
Chooi Si - Model E (elegant model)
Jay Yue - Model F (michael jackson)
Nazeem - Model G (some gay fella)
Kennenth - Model H (some old model with a mole)
Felicia, Pei yee and Bi Hung - Photographers

All the other performances were really funny and wonderful. Besides the performances, the night was quite boring, honestly.

Some guy name Shawn Lee, that guy was an amazing dude. He did beat box and owns the night, he did satisfaction, sexyback, mosquito and cricket noises, bubble sounds and even transformers. That guy did lots more of stuff but I cant really remember what else he did but it was WOW !!

At the end, a few people cried.....everyone were sad to be at ACE for the last year, the prizes was WOW too, ipod, thumbdrive and watches! and I didn't even get one of those, WTH? well those are for students who went there more then 6 years and I only attend ACE for 5 years, too bad for me.

One of the best things to do there is........GAP LUI !! LOL !! There were pretty girls there and some of them were quite cute, I wanted to ask them for phone number but in the end I never did because.......they were the ones who wants my NUMBER!! Just Joking......I terlalu ss sial......
I am not a despo kia....RAWR !!

No pictures at the moment, I'll try to find them if I can.

2008-08-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

After a long time of thinking, I finally decided to do something, GET BALD !! Since the majority of the people in the poll voted yes, so I went to a famous barber and get a nicely done bald head.

BEFORE

The indian guy is one of the professional stylist who cuts our hair, handsome guy right?

2008-08-20T08:47:00.000-07:00

THOSE WHO VOTED A YES/NO IN THE POLL, PLEASE LEAVE A MESSAGE IN THE CBOX CAUSE I WANT TO SEE WHO VOTED YES/NO.

THANK YOU

2008-08-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

LEE CHONG WEI

Haih..... he lost to Lin Dan a few minutes ago, well I expected him to won this morning, but once the game started, the results were quite obvious. I'm not trying to say Chong Wei isn't good, but its just that Malaysia and China have different standards. Well, at least he broke Malaysia's badminton record, GOOD JOB BUDDY !!

Why is Lin Dan's smash so powerful and sharp? Wonder why......Maybe he takes a bottle of steroids everyday? LOL !! Maybe he is born with a strong wrist? XD or maybe he is that good.

Malaysia's only chance for a gold medal shredded into pieces, colour fades from a bright shiny gold to a dull silver......

Nothing else to say, can't really say much and comment much cause I personally do SUCK alot at badminton. =.=

NOTICE

2008-08-16T00:27:00.001-07:00

My friends and I decided to have a crew cut during the holidays, but I still haven't really decided yet.

So, i've decided to make a poll, if you think I should leave my hair as how it is now, do vote YES. But if you think I should immediately shave my blardy hair, please vote NO.

The poll will be at the side of the blog, which is below the header and above the total visits thingy, if you still couldn't find or see it, I suggest you throw your computer away or dig your eye balls out. (Just Kidding)

The poll will officially close on Thursday the 21st of August 12.00am and thus the last day to vote.

Please feel free to vote,
How I would look like after the holidays will be in you hands.

2008-08-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go

Everything I know, and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

And when the last one falls

When it's all said and done

It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl its only you and me

MISERY

2008-08-11T08:55:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since I last posted something, my days are getting more and more boring everyday and SPM is just around the corner. Study? Hmm........of cause I study.

Don't feel like going to school everyday, once the teachers arrives......EMO breaks in !! I can see the same emo faces everyday (teachers), Every teacher enter the class 100% emo and they are all EHEM!! Don't feel like talking bad about the teachers, walls have ears.......shh.........

I have a new definition for school,
Sleazy
Crazy
Household
Organized
Only for
"Lucky" ones

SCHOOL SUCKS !! Being a librarian is WORST !! WTH MAN, kena surat amaran from librarian teacher and I have to tugas for 3 weeks? This sucks......

2008-08-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

This is the same song as the previous video but this time I played the song with a classical guitar and in a different rhythm.

There's always mistakes and bla bla bla..........so its kind of like bad and suck!

Hope you guys can compliment about the video, thank you.

2008-08-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hello people! Today was a boring day so I had totally nothing to do and I happen to learn a new song, so I'll be uploading the song here. The song is not really comepleted yet and I haven't really perfect it yet, so its sort of like crappy.

Here is the video and I hope you guys would like it......=P

EDITED**

My first attempt

2008-08-02T02:42:00.000-07:00

Me playing First Kiss, a song from Jay Chou, hope you guys like it.

Well I know my guitar skills pretty sucks, so I hope you guys can tell me my mistakes and I'll try to improve myself. =)

This is one of the songs from my favourite band Sum 41, this song is Pieces. Had a few mistakes here and there and erm........that's all. XD

SORRY FOR THE BAD VIDEO QUALITY, LOUSY CAM......

MALAYSIA FOOTBALL OWN!! (I LIE)

2008-07-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

CHEALSEA VS MALAYSIA
2 - 0

WTH! 2-0? I expected it to be like 20-0, dissapointing sial......... Being a malaysian football player isn't that bad too, they don't have to run as much as the europeans, all they do are standing still and watch or walk slowly and enjoy the scenary.

One thing about MALAYsian.......smoke is everyone's middle name, before the half time the air was still quite fresh and I can see the players or 'people' clearly, after the half time.........I was in genting! It was really misty, in genting we have fresh air and in KL we have smoke bombs.

Watching 'WORLD CUP' (sai gai bo) was way better than watching the boring match, TWO WORDS! makan duit! Mayb I'm wrong.......its either chealsea 'makan duit' or its either our malaysian players were really good! I'll go with the chealsea 'makan duit'. =)

After the match, cheong's dad fetch us back and everyone kept insulting each ther. Thu Hoong insaf la.......or INSUF la.......
Wey Shern do you like PP, PP or PC?
What is the definition for ESTHER? Friend Only !

2008-07-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

Good evening ladies and gentleman who are reading my blog, thank you for reading my blog all this while and I hope you guys will still continue to read and advice if there are any mistakes. Thank you.

ARGH !! Screw the intro!! RAWR !!

Today was another boring day for me, school? pass! tuition? pass! my life? pass! my sleeping time? pass!
Isn't my day boring.........
Sick
Crappy
Home
Organization
Only for
Losers
School can kills millions in a split second, millions of me! School is also consider as a civilized and lower grade PRISON. At least prisoners in jail could get free food....but we prisoners in school pay RM1 for a nasi lemak or nasi goreng, and the food in school is 100% "tastety".
Lets all skip school together! But if any of your parents start scolding you, just blame the teachers for not being responsible or if anything bad pop up in your mind......just list them down in your mind and add the teachers in it.
This will deffinitely help you guys to escape from parents, no doubt about it.
But I never tried it personally because I'm a good student and a good boy. =P

I got a another new name from my tuition friend, CHICKEN! Nice name eh?
School friends called me Horny Zhang, tuition friend called me Chicken, I called myself Someone.

To all people who eat chickens,
Please do not ill-treat chickens and please be kind to them, show them your love and care for them. Handle them with care because they are FRAGILE!
So from today onwards.........everyone should treat me with all your love and kindness. Everything make sense right? =)

Answers for the previous lame question,

WHY DID THU HOONG CROSS THE DAMN ROAD?
HE WAS DESPERATE TO BUY A BOX OF CONDOM AT 7/11 FOR YOU KNOW, EHEM!

Sorry Thu Hoong, I don't mean to offend you or anything...........
Why so serious? Let me punch your feeder face!

2008-07-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

Do you know he get those scars?
Let me tell you.........
WATCH THE MOVIE !!

Why so serious? Let me put a smile on that face......The joker OWNS, he is the best.....love all the bad things he does, its just so amazing and FUN!!
This is a MUST watch movie !!

2008-07-23T07:54:00.000-07:00

What a bad day.......RAWR !! Sick is a magical word that makes people K.O.

Had flu and sore throat yesterday and I thought that was bad enough, was nearly worn out after school so I took a nap during the noon. After I woke up, I had FEVER !! WTH !! I was nearly KO after school and after that, I got totally KO =(

During the night, it got worst! =.= RAWR!! Cough for the whole night, couldn't really sleep throughout the whole night, kept coughing and sneezing.

Wanted to go school to see you but I was too tired and weak, so all I did was lay flat on my bed and sleep. LOL xD Well, at least I get to ponteng school, don't have to see all the boring teachers for a day, considered a day off.

Nothing to write anymore........

Before I end this post, I would like to continue my lame questions.....=D

Q: WHY DID MICHAEL JACKSON CROSS THE ROAR?
A: MICHAEL JACKSON CROSS THE ROAD BECAUSE HE SAW THU HOONG!

Thats the answer for the previous question, now I'll ask you guys another question

WHY DID THU HOONG CROSS THE DAMN ROAD?

Red Cliff

2008-07-18T05:02:00.001-07:00

ZHANG FEI (張飛) RAWR !!

Don't make this man charge you RAWR !!

2008-07-17T02:58:00.000-07:00

Today I somehow somewhat made my physics teacher 'ANTHONY THE CHOU AH GUA' emo, I ter-insult him too much cause he insult me first......this is natural reflexes/self-defence.

Another boring day in school, couldn't really see you in school today, haih sad........all we did in class was playing CHOR DAI LOU and insult each other LOL......our daily routine. Though I dislike insulting others or never even insult anyone before, my friends still insult me xD. What is so nice about insulting others? We should not insult our friends, I would never want to insult my friends and I always treasure them =) Hengdaiz.....do all of you agree with me? Who say no I HOOT you ar....RAWR !!

I am going to ponteng school tomorrow, and I haven't even told my mom xD, I don't plan on skipping school tomorrow because I'm a good student. I sacrificed my studying time at school to go library with my friends........ 'MA FRIENDS, you guys should appreciate me more and show me LOVE. Without me you guys will feel bored right? Everyone agree with me right? Who say no I RAPE you ar......RAWR !!

I know you guess were still wondering what's the answer for the previous question I asked right? (I guess)
The answer is........

THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD BEACAUSE THE CHICKEN SAW MICHAEL JACKSON !!

Now let me ask you guys another question,

WHY DID MICHAEL JACKSON CROSS THE ROAD ?

If this time who answered correctly, come find me cause I will reward you RM100.

2008-07-14T23:17:00.000-07:00

SPM SPM SPM !!! RAWR !! I tried to study but evertime when I am alone I think about you, I tried to relax but everytime I close my eyes I think about you. No one has ever made me feel so depress before, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? TELL ME !!

SPM is just around the corner........ I don't have much time left to study, I know studies are important but things are always complicated. I hope someone can just stab me in the heart and let everything out rather than killing me slowly everyday. Any of my friends wanna stab me? =D

A hundred days has made me older, this is the last time I saw your pretty face (for today). All I wanted is to see your face and hear your voice, a little piece of my dream, is that too much to ask?

If I could be like that, I would give anything just to live one day to hear your voice. This world can turn me down but I won't turn away and I won't run !! Even though it hurt like it did !! As you turned to walk away, there is nothing I could do.

To everyone you may be one person, but to me you may be everything.

Before I end this post, I would like to ask everyone one question.
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD?

Reward will be given to anyone who answer this question correctly =P

Pro England

2008-07-11T23:22:00.000-07:00

Today I be writing story from what I experienced in school with my friends, some true and some not real......I add together many things and also create many things not realy one, so it will sound funny xD

This story got many people, Me, Thu Hoong, Xin Chieh and Jun Kiat.

"Bong, bong, bong".......... I and friends playing basketball in the school basketball court. Me and xc and th and jk were playing together and was very fun. Th was holding the ball and he was dribbling the ball around, so I wan take the ball and then I snatched the ball from th. At the moment I go near him, he straight away fall down and start screaming "AH !!! hz pinched my chest." He was lying and everyone know that, so no one care about him and continue to play. I throw the ball and I very lucky, I scored. Right after that, the ball fells on th head while he still pretend on the floor, this time he really felt the pain and he started to growl and grab his feeder head.

The next second after I throw the balls, xc throw the ball and he did not score.....but he so lucky and th so not lucky, the ball fall and bounced and hit th head. tears was flowing from th eyes but no one of us helped because we all too exhausted from laughing and playing.

Th get up and chase xc because xc throw that balls at him. They both ran round and round and then I tried to trip th with my leg but he dodge and then he jump over my leg but he so clumsy and kick jk leg and he fall flat on the ground. Th hand were still up in the air while his body was not touching the gound, he was 1 feet above ground and his face crumbled together. He was like superman flying, but after next second he fall flat on the ground like a turtle.

Th was in pain and at the same time embarrassed. He get up and chase jk, th he very clumsy and once again he kick the bench and fall flat again on the ground like an egg in a frying pan.

I hope you guys don't understand what I'm typing because I don't really understand too =P.
The first incident happened when we're form 1 and the chasing incident happened when we're form 3. Sze Yi was the one being Superman actually, but I think it wouldn't sound nice if I put the story too long, so in the end I scribbled everything into the stupid story.

SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO GOT HIS NAME LISTED IN THIS STORY AND NO OFFENCE.
JUST A JOKE =P

2008-07-10T03:51:00.000-07:00

Is god making a fool out of me? I've been wondering.........am I a jackass or a useless guy?
I guess I'm just a fool who can never find happiness, maybe that's what I'm born to be......

Everytime I go near you, I was ignored........ feeling so down and lost, all I wanted was to change and prove something. I will never know myself until I do this on my own and I will never feel anything else until you give me a chance to change. Everything you say takes me one step closer, but in the end I was tune out.

When this began, I was confused and lost inside of me, Just Stuck! Hollow and Alone! Waiting alone, I cannot resist feeling this gloominess days to pass! I will never be anything till I break away from my sorrows, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real, someone I've always been looking for........

I've kept everything inside of me, never know how to express myself and getting tired everyday, trying to get a hold of myself, push as far as I can go hoping for something realistic. What it meants to me will eventually be a memory of a time....... or something else I've been looking for and wishing for.......

I am not a guy who would express my feelings to others, I do not wish to bring my sorrowness to others, all I wanted was to make everyone around me happy, including you.
I may fall apart one day, losing all hopes........but before that day arrives, I will still continue to make everyone happy, hoping to see your smile.

2008-07-09T03:18:00.000-07:00

I had a flu today, DARN I hate having flu.......... my flu was better in school maybe because you were there LOL xD. This will be a short post because I'm not feeling wel today.

Besides 'someone', studies also makes me miserable, been thinking of what to study and what I'll be in the future makes me worn out.
Do I have the qualities to succeed in the field I wish to enter? I know I may not have the qualities to do what I wish to do, but I will work hard for it and never give up no matter what happens.......

Life is like a piano, what comes out of it depends on how you play it

2008-07-07T00:22:00.000-07:00

A wretched rock is being Cursed,

suffering from an Eternal pain,

Losing one's mind and sense of directions,

a wound left In one's heart,

None could heal or understand,

will this miserable sorrow Ends?

The rock symbolizes me, a hopeless and lost soul......wandering around looking for hope, trying not to understand the meaning of sorrow and knowing what does happiness really means.......

Can 'someone' put me out of my misery?

Western Cuisine RAWR !!

2008-07-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

Today my mom and bro made a finger-licking good meal for my family, too bad sis you were not here xD.
They made something potato-ish today, it is called 'Gratin Potato' (Dauphinois Style) Mmmm......

Here are some photos of what they made

This were the few dishes we had for dinner, the golden brown one is the Gratin Potato. The brown ones are chicken, if you do not know what are those.....you may jump off a cliff and say bye bye, don't worry I will miss you =P (NOT)
Last but not least, the whitey one is a bowl of salad.

A quick zoom of how the potato really looks like.

Want some ? Mmmmmm....yum yum xD

This lovely looking cake is made by my brother, but I have no idea whats the name of this cake..... Who cares, as long as it looks good and taste good.

Who wants a piece of this cake? You want it? I know you do, but you can't have it.....RAWR !!

PS: sis if you want to eat the Gratin Potato, made it yourself cause no one is going to help you there RAWR !! HAHA !!
But you are very lucky to have a kind, caring, good, loving, understanding, handsome, good looking, helpful brother like me....... I will be posting the recipe below and good luck making it, just don't blow the kitchen =D.

800g Russet or all-purpose potatoes, peeled and sliced
200ml milk
100ml UHT cream
2 cloves garlic, chopped
1 bay leaf
1 sprig rosemary
1pinch nutmeg
salt and pepper to taste
80g grated cheese

Put the potato slices, milk, cream, garlic, bay leaf, rosemary and nutmeg in a pot and bring to a boil. Transfer the potato into a buttered oven-proof dish and strain the milk mixture into it. Season to taste with salt and pepper and sprinkle with the grated cheese. Bake in a pre-heated oven at 180'C for 20 minutes, or until top is golden brown.

Another dissapointing miserable day

2008-07-04T21:55:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a dissapointing day, another sad day for me as usual.......

I had a drink last night named 'Happiness', hoping it could bring a little happiness into my life rather than sorrow.
Things doesn't seems to go well everytime and in the end............dissapointment, dissapointment and dissapointment.

I used to know what I'm doing, but now my path has lost directions, somehow. A cold black wind took you away from my sight and now that you're gone, I have nothing to say......

MISERY MISERY MISERY
What a wretched life and miserable day, can someone put me out of these misery days I've had all this while?

2008-07-04T00:34:00.000-07:00

Growing bigger everyday,
growing older every second,
wondering what happens next.

A lightning strikes at me,
I am falling apart,
a flash passes by my eyes,
asking myself what if that lightning did not strike,
is this the end of me?

It's so unreal, watch the time go right out the window, trying to hold on but didn't even know..... I wasted it all just to watch you go.......I was confused!
Tension is building inside of me, steadily. You feels so far away from me, heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me! All I ever think about is this, all the tiring time between and how trying to put my trust in you...... Just takes so much out of me ! I'm about to break and I'm trying not to break.
Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real.... there's something inside me that pulls me beneath the surface, this lack of self control I fear is never ending, without a sense of confidence.

Feeling so grief and sorrow,
is the darkness that follows,
it feels you're being swallowed,
Into a darkness hallow,
Lost Forever.......

2008-07-02T04:02:00.001-07:00

Since I have nothing to post today, I'll be writing some lame poems.........hope it doesn't sounds boring xD.

Thinking and asking myself everyday, "Is the world black? "
going deeper and deeper looking for someone,
nothing appears before my eyes,
is this an empty endless journey?

A glowing light passes by,
this is the light of death,
all the hardwork and suffering,
ends here and nothing is left..........

Welcome Abroad ! =D

2008-07-02T00:03:00.000-07:00

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2008-07-01T00:55:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to continue my post on the ceremah thingy, but i won't be posting much because most of my friends has already post it.

I will just upload a few photos and write some crap.....

In XC's blog he said I was too shy to show my face, but actually I was CONCENTRATING......unlike Shi Ming, posing in that photo and not studying.

This is what everyone has been calling me all this years,

HORNY ZHANG RAWR !!

I don't have many photos, most of them were taken by xc and cheong....... I am glad that I went to that seminar, I saw my primary friend there. After all this years I finally could meet one of my primary friend again......not bad right ?

Sad SM, cannot sit with CC.....I really respect Thu Hoong, he paid RM98 and slept in the seminar and he could even win the murid cemerlang award...... RAWR !!

This is a photo of all of us after the seminar, on the way to station 1.

Me and Thu Hoong at station 1.
I look dam gay wei.....RAWR !!

The few lifeless guys in 5C !

2008-06-29T23:43:00.000-07:00

I won't be writing anything about the ceramah today because I won't be writing it today. I'm going to write about a few lifeless guys in 5C, Calvin, Shi Ming, Jeremy and Me =).
Everything begins after our recess, we were having accounts but none of us were listening her, so we began doing many lame stuff.......(I tried listening to what she says everytime but in the end I'll be sleeping xD) At first Shi Ming was really moody and sad (pretend to be EMO, SEEK ATTENTION !! joking)
Calvin came over to my sear and kept telling the both of us ' Don't emo la the both of you' (sm and me), so I get up and started talking craps with Calvin, Jeremy join the conversation after that, Shi Ming was still so called "EMOING" at the side of me.
After cheering Shi Ming, we began doing our lifeless craps..........

1. Trying to lick our elbows (none of us could reach it accept Shi Ming)
2. Measure the lengths of our fingers (Calvin has short fingers !)
3. Play with our fingers (trying to see how strong our fourth finger can be)
4. Choking each others neck (basically Shi Ming)
5. Measure Calvin's and my arm with Shi Ming biceps (Shi Ming has small biceps !)

This are the things we did today, what a lame and lifeless day....RAWR !!

2008-06-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hello ! Anyone miss me ? I know you miss me.....if not you won't be reading this now xD. Let me begin with something interesting.

Something awaits you above the skies,
Appearing upon your eyes,
All of a sudden !
Sorrow breaks in your soul,
Crushing your soul,
A pain that one cannot forget,
An eternal pain,
Suffering and sadness can be seen through your tears,
There will be an endless pain deep in you.

Life is filled with suffering and sadness when one does not have the courage and strength to overcome his worst enemy, the fear in oneself.
Life can be filled with happiness and excitement, but everything depends on what you do to it and how you work on it.
( Boring right ? Don't sound interesting...RAWR !! )

Now let's see......I went to a don't know what "SKOR A" bla bla bla seminar in University Malaya. I went to school quite early and was really tired because I did something EXTREME last night xD. Shhh....don't tell anyone and don't think anything dirty too, we are CIVILIZED people =P. I was quite semangat that morning and I even told myself "I will study hard and improve my BM and will pay attention to the lecturer at all cost", but things doesn't seem to go as what I imagine though =P. I TRIED MY BEST ! ok let's go back to the beginning of the journey.....my friends and I waited for quite some time in the bus, but the bus was not moving at all SIEN......we kept talking, insulting and teasing each other, well that's how we HENGDAI communicate. After 30 min or less, the school was moving......not our bus, we were still not moving yet, not moving one bit. Imagine all the great things if our school really run away, NO SCHOOL, NO TEACHERS, NO STUDY, NO THU HOONG and YOU KNOW WHO xD.

We were happy when the bus left school and something lucky happen to us in the next few minutes. TYRE PUNCTURE !! We had to move to the other bus and everyone squeeze into one miserable bus. Although everyone was squeezing in that miserable bus......we had a great time teasing sm, Joey and Joanne, no offence. Everything begins with Thu Hoong, the pro "insulter, england, malaysia, feeder, noob, water fish, dugong, sui pou, etc."

Umm.....thats all for today, I'm too lazy to continue and I will continue in the upcoming post.
If I hurt anyone's feelings (Thu Hoong) in this post, I am sorry and hope you will accept my sincere apologies.

2008-06-27T07:38:00.000-07:00

Time passes by like a beam of light,
But darkness breaks in and merge the atmosphere quicker,
Light is with us when you were with us,
Darkness came along when you are not around.....
When you are in your room,
Light can be seen from the side of your door,
Now that you are gone,
Things seems so boring,
And all its left is an empty dark room.

Darkness and Light,
Yin and Yang,
Both symbolizes you,
We will be waiting for you to come home SISTA !! I will miss you !! (I guess xD)

2008-06-27T01:29:00.000-07:00

Hello.......today is my first day blogging and I dont even know why am I blogging. Let's see, I am someone you know and dont, someone who lives in somewhere, somewhere which is located in somewhere on something, someone who likes doing something,somehow, somewhat, some whatsoever =D

Who ever wants to insult or say something about me, please feel free and enjoy doing it. I will take those words of yours and treat it as a compliment and maybe i will just curse, insult or beat you up something like this and that, MAYBE only. xD